OMG....i just know tat he's so fake in front of me, i feel so dissapointed...
pretend like i'm a good buddy of him...i'm so stupid argghh~~~~!!! y he wants to treat me like tat?? if i have done any mistake or anything that hurts him or another of my best budd (3 of us always hanging around) y dont they just tell me in front of my face? i will feel very happy...but....haiz....they wont i know...i know everything since 2nd sem...
yeah rite i also can't feel edy da moments that we always together, our sweet memories...fooling around...our friendship seems like cooling down..entering da ice age period..honestly i can feel it...but impossible for me to ask about it rite? so i just don wan to think too much n pretend like we r still best friends like ever..
my heart is bleeding now..n my brain is crying...i dono how to face tis situation after i read his blog...my mood so down...even he say tis is a story?????!!!!!! wat the fuck!!!! u think our friendship is just like a fairy tales on da small kids story book????and..and...also mention that i'm a fucker?? alrite fine..i speechless...!!
anyway...i hope our friendship can back to normal..da friendship i want is just like da friendship in 1st sem n 2nd sem..no matter what or no matter how...i really appreciate what both of u teaach me, advice me n gave me...remember...i will never forget both of u or maybe only u in my life...cos i dono wat the other 'him' think about me..izit the same way? i hope no...
if u really want to keep some distance from me...da only word i can say is 'sad'..and da only feeling i can express now is 'dissapointed'..maybe u're rite..i've done something wrong to u o whoever besides me now whom really care bout me..but can u pls tell me my mistake?? At least u let me know my mistake, n i'll try to change it...but u don even give me a chance..and u straight away criticize me...this not i want..dude...
EvEryOne shOuld hAve a fRienD liKe u
YoU arE so muCh fuN tO bE witH
And yoU arE suCh a GooD pErsoN
yoU crAck mE uP wiTh lAugHteR
And touCh mY heArt wiTh uR kiNdneSs
tiMe aFtEr tiMe yoU comE tO mY rEscUe
i RealisEd hOw foRtuNate i aM thAt mY liFe inCludeS yoU
i reAllY dO beLievE thAt
eVerYoNe shOuld hAve A friEndS liKe yoU
But sO fAr iT lOOks liKe
yOu aRe onE of A kiNd
nO mattEr hoW muCh yOu hAte mE
reMember thAt therE wiLL sTill bE somEonE iN ur hEArt
And thAt is mE......
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...walao tis gal..."fa yu" ar? lolz... on da way back to EP, suddenly ewen called Sek Lee so we went for 2nd round yam cha...but din order anything just sit there chit-chatting...after wa while we live...then tat siew qi say wan go burger...i tot she's joking...but lastly we sit at da burger corner ther ordering our meal...wakakakaka..3rd round yam cha!! suddenly Rachel feel some rain drops..OMG...it's raining heavily...our burger n ourselves all become wet chicken..hahah...so pek chek lar tat time...=.='' we run back to our appartment when the rain getting smaller...aiyoo!~~
after back from dinner just revise some of my accounting notes...so boring cos don understand at all..! dono how 2 face da exam on friday.. 
so plan to play CS...haiz....actually no mood to play oso lar...so just update my friendster n some stuff lor, oso chat with my lovely dear siew xian..miss her so muchie..feel so sweet when chatting with her..love ya!
....then went supper with sau pin and sem at town..sau pin driving...hehehe...we went to eat 'cha sau' rice but aiyo we search it until klebang ther...swt!!
cos we lost our way, luckily we reach ther oso...hrmm really nice da cha sau..!! 
then sau pin oso bring us to Pasar Borong there to hav supper 4 2nd round lolz...da chao sau rice ther oso nice n cheaper...we went back to EP at nearly 3a.m tiring~~~
then went to PURE Bar with bunch of friends from PM16...saw a lot of mmu students and some of da frens there...Sau Pin, Calvin, Alvin...all went ther with their own gang..yesterday not really high oso lar...maybe just drink 1 n da half bottle beer..so just dance a while only lor.summore so many ppl make da dancing places oso limited...but quite enjoyable..
know some new gals..kekeke...then on da way back to EP we stop at VJN to hav some drinks and refreshment...damn tire lar tat time..
after tat went to hav my lunch + dinner at plaza siswa with my classmate IsmaiL..aiyo nearly skip my class...cos i tot no class d..luckily i realise it...sigh...Business Statistics.. nah da subject i hate da most...boring...